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.Sunday, February 28, 2010 ' ♥

♥ : I'll'll come running into your arms,and im yours forever.

I didnt manage to forget you,
past this weeks.
Well, i managed to think even more about you.
Congratulations to me.

I miss you so much that i feel like running into you
and hugging you whenever i see your face.
I wanted to hold you so tight whenever i see you.
I wanted to run into you,smash into you.

I feel like crying,whenever i think of you too much.
But i always tell myself,

"You gotta be strong.You cannot let those tears fall."

I feel like running away,
from hurt,
from reality,
from destiny,
from fate.

I wish i could avoid all these.
But,of course
,i cant.

Life is like a butterfly trapped in a jar.
Andd then,two days later,if you're not strong enough to survive,

you'll die.

I feel like shutting my eyes and ears out of life,
i feel like not wanting to look at life anymore.

I feel like embracing myself in the cold,
hugging myself out of the eternal darkness
safe where i want to be,
doing my own things,and not exposed in life.

"Love is like a butterfly. It can live or it can die.

I guess this is true.

"Dont fall in love. Fall off a bridge ,it hurts less."

Andd i guess this is true too.

I wish there is a rainbow in the sky right now,
and we can just fly towards it,
live our lifes in the rainbow,and find eternal happiness.

But,eternal happiness dont exist.
That is life.

I miss you.
When are you coming back?
When are you coming back here in my arms,once again?

When,when?
When?
A billion centuries later?
A million years later?

Till our deaths?

I need you now.
Please dont go away.
Dont leave.
Please stay.
Forever.

"I miss you so much.
i'll run to you, when i see you and
i'll kiss you, hug you and hold you,
for eternity."

Labels: and love

L愛ve ends @2:35 AM

.Wednesday, February 24, 2010 ' ♥

♥ : Its not a fairytale,it never was. It will always be a nightmare.

I finally know why life is not a fairytale,
and why it doesnt end with happy endings.

I finally know why people say,
"dont put on high expectations"
and "dont put on high hopes"
cause it will only bring you the opposite of
what you expected and sadness.

"Persuasive eloquence,outstanding charm."

Thats what i say to myself when i see you.
You are full of that.

I dont care what people say about you.
I dont care if people dont see you as i see you.
I dont care if people dont realise your charm.
What matters the most now is,
i see your charm more than anything else.

But now,
my heart hurts because of that blinding charm of yours.

That is why,
now i know,that life arent full of fairytales and happy endings.

I realised that life doesnt have Romeo and Juliet in them,
neither does it have Prince Charming and Cinderella,
Rose and Jack nor Beauty and the Beast.

"Life is not a fairytale,it never was.
Instead,life is a heartaching nightmare."

No more fairytales.
Its time to grow up.
Its time to realise that youre fifteen,
and not five anymore.

Its time to learn from heartaches and heart breaks,
and if you fall just get back up again.

But,at the end of the day,
this phrase will still be stuck in my head.

"I love you,always."

"Even though you might be a bastard,
you're wonderful at the same time.
I can see how you can be
magnificent and malevolent at times,
charming yet ugly,rude and yet,charismatic.That is why,
as the clock ticks,it dies with every thought of you."

This post has a lot of in-depth meaning.
Read it sentence by sentence ,
and you'll figure it out one by one.
And then,you will understand.

But sometimes,you wont.

That's how life is.

Labels: eloquence and charm, Love and life

L愛ve ends @2:45 AM

.Monday, February 22, 2010 ' ♥

♥ : I love you,i dont care what people say,all i know is that i love you.

Have you ever felt that feeling ,
where you love that someone
and that someone loves you but
he/she abandons you,left with loneliness and emptiness
in your heart?

Well,im feeling this way right now.

Have you ever felt that feeling ,
of loneliness,abandonment and
desire at the same time?

Have you ever felt that feeling of
being alone and left
by the person you love,
but most importantly,
desiring them altogether?

Well,this is what im feeling right now.

Pain.
When i see you,i felt pain and
joy at the same time.
I managed to forget you
through laughter and joy,
but all of a sudden ,you will pop in my mind.
Even your favorite song reminds me of you.

"Trust me ,we will break one century later."
Those were the words you said.

Im sick of waiting.
Im sick and tired of waiting for you.
And all those broken promises.

But i'll still love you,no matter what.
And i'll wait for you.

Like Juliet,waiting for her Romeo.
Like Rose,promising not to let go of Jack.
Like Savannah,always loving John,
no matter how far they are

Even though how far you are,
even a million miles away,
i'll wait for you.

And i'll always love you.

I'll promise,i'll promise,
never to let go.I love you,come back..
Come back to me..

Labels: and love, trust

L愛ve ends @12:14 AM

.Sunday, February 14, 2010 ' ♥

♥ : I heart you;

YO peeps!!!

Its th festive year ppl!!
Valentines Day and Chinese New Year was YESTERDAY!!
Both on th same day,WOWness!
Andd im in a festive mood rite now!!

Soo,i guess its a Happy Chinese Valentines New Year Day..???

Hahahs,lawls!

Oh yeahh,
ive been catching this
television series showing on Hallmark,ch 17,
entitled Merlin.

*woots,cheers,woots!!!!*

YEAHH,i love this show!!
Merlin is totally awesome!!
U guys should catch it!!

I love the main character, which is of course....

*DRUMROLL!!*

MERLIN!!!!!

Colin Morgan acts as Merlin, andd i love him!

This is Colin Morgan a.k.a Merlin by th way..

So yeahh!! xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

And another Merlin,xDDDDD

And another Merlin!!

Yeahh,thats about it!!!
I GTG ,guys!!
Make sure u guys catch Merlin okays!!

* wink,wink!!*

Labels: I heart you;

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