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I finally got through the day without
thinking of you for a million times.
Well,at least i only thought of you for a few times today.
And thats a HUGE improvement.


I can say that ive been lost.
Ive been like a blind person
asking for help not knowing which direction to go
,covered around in darkness.

I felt that way when i was waiting for you,
reaching out for you,trying to hold you,
to come back to me,come back to my touch.

But you didnt come,you never did.
You never will.

But when i was reaching out in the dark,
trying so hard to see,
when everything was so pitch black,
i saw a tiny star twinkling back at me,
whispering,


"This way.
You dont need him,you need us.
This way."

And that tiny star resembles my loved ones,
my families and friends,my best friend.
I thank them so much,
for guiding me along.

At least,i wont get stuck with you.
You took me for granted,
and ill dump you this way.
You left me here to rot,
and ill throw you like trash into the rubbish bin.

Youre just a piece of rubbish,
so just get out of my life.


I dont want to see your face.
I dont want to see you.
I dont want to talk to you.


Seriously,can you just die?

I wish you'll get a car accident
and just die and get lost out of my life.

Im overwhelmed with anger,sadness,happiness and
im missing you at the same time.
All in one.


So how do you describe this feeling?
A crazy feeling of mine?



Yeah,i guess so.



Life has been great,nowadays
after i finally got through the day
without thinking of you that much.




My shattered heart is
finally fixing back itself.



"I was sitting in class when
i saw the phrase 'D love Izzah'
on the table written in pen.
I got frustrated,took an eraser
and tried to make it fade away.
It didnt work.
I grabbed a liquid and
got rid of it.
I smiled ,
and got back to work."

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