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I cant sleep yesterday.
I laid in bed,my eyes open,
thinking of you.

I thought of your voice,
your sweet words,
your teddy bear,
your poem,
your smile,
your face,
your smell.

I heard your voice at the back of my head,
whispering to me that you'll always love me.
My tears fell.

And i closed my eyes.


My mind started to cloud with your words.
I remembered the teddy bear that you gave me,
the love letter and the poem.
I remembered i placed the teddy bear,letter
and poem in a box,
where i promised to myself that i wont open it
just to see those three things lying there.

And i will never open it.

I remember your smell stuck to the bear.
I remembered the aroma from the bear
that came from your perfume.

I smiled at those old days,
when you would look at me,
wave at me,smile at me and
give me a flying kiss.

I remembered those old days.

Now ,whats left is only a memory,
that i could keep in my head
and carry it around in my dreams,
dreaming about you,feeling you and reaching out for you
,but just to know,that you actually
were'nt there beside me.


I couldnt reach out for you.
I couldnt hold on to you tight.
Instead,i let you slip away,
away from me to the darkness,
and never come back to me in the light
with me once again.


Sooner or later, as i grow older,
i cant cherish these memories anymore
because i will be getting older,and
it will be difficult to remember.

I remembered those old days when you loved me so much
and you didnt want to let me go.
You called me on the phone,
everyday.

But now,
its nothing.

What is left is just memories for me to cherish and remember.


I feel like running to you,
and hugging you,holding you tight.


But i cant,
i just cant.


I remember,i remember .
I remember those old days.


"I love you", i whispered to him.
"But i dont love you anymore." ,he whispered to me.
I fell.
I fell on the ground.
I soaked myself up in the rain of tears,
falling endlessly as he crushed,
stepped and walked over my heart.

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