I am a retarded ass-hole. SMELL MY SOCKS!♥
♥ : And when i lie all by myself,i see your face,i hear your voice;my heart stays faithful.
"If i beg and if i cried,
would it change the sky tonight?
Will it give me some light?
Should i wait for you to call?
Is there any hope at all?
Are you drifting by?
I tried to reach you,
i can almost feel you.
You're nearly here
and then,
you disappear.."Its funny,in life,
when you keep falling in and out of love.
Why cant we have true love straightaway?
In an instant?
In just a snap?
In just a blink of our eyes?
Why do we always have to experience pain,
secrets,lies and hurt?
That is the question always bothering me.
Why?
Why,why,why?
Why cant life be full of happy endings?
"Sometimes I wonder,have you ever cared about me?Do you even care about me at all?Oh,sad case.The answer's no."How do i contain this pain?
Its funny how i mask my pain with happiness.
Its funny how i keep all the pain inside me and
try not to show it to others.
So,how do i express all this to you?
You'll never understand cause you've never experienced pain before,
have you?
Do you know how painful it was?
Do you know how painful it was when you just left me like that,
without even saying a word?
How can you be so inhumane?
Do you think im just a toy,with no feelings at all?
Why am i still in love with you?
Oh my god,im still desiring for you.
Why?
After all what you've done to me?
Why cant i get over you?
Why is it so difficult?
Is it because youre my first love?
So, is that it?
Is it because of that?
"We've never had lots of memories together,but i dont know why i cant forget you."
But,i'll move on.
Its okay,im better off without you.
"In the middle of the night,when im in this dream,its like a million little stars,spelling out your name ,you gotta, c'mon, c'mon,say that we'll be together,c'mon,c'mon,little taste of heaven."Labels: Get lost, im lost
L愛ve ends @12:20 AM